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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|06:09 pm]
Ever since the end of first semester i've been slacking off. I feel depressed and just can't seem to get motivated enough to finish any of my homework. I know, I know..it's only the 2nd week of second semester..but yeah. anywho..i was looking at this old jackass video Lauren, Gaby, Averil, Elena and I all did. God do I ever miss Elena. I choose to pretend like i forgot about her but I just haven't. I still love her more than I ever did. Is it weird to still truly care about someone who you haven't seen or spoken with for 6 months? In these two years of meeting new people..and having new friends..i don't think i've ever met someone who has come even close to Elena personality wise. I miss our conversations about every little thing and talking with her at 2 in the morning when I was scared to fall asleep. I miss how concerned she was about me when something went wrong. I miss laughing with her...and just her funiness. I miss crying with her..Why does it have to be Elena who I've never stoped missing? I can't look at her pictures with me..they make me want to cry. Thanks for making me realize I need to act quick and stop feeling sorry for my stupid self. Oh oh. Elena is 16. This is weird. We promised eachother that when we turned 16 we'd buy a car together....looks like that's never gunna happen. Shit..I should have called her on her birthday. That would have been so fucking awkward though.

[User Picture]From: jrgradecool
2005-02-05 01:07 pm (UTC)
*Hugs* It sucks when someone you care about and have been friends with for many years, just leaves you like that. She still misses you.
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